When I'm done, I'm done
Oct. 10th, 2012 05:34 amIn a recent conversation with Julian, I realized that most of my hobbies end with a bang. I stopped diving after completing a gainer in competition, one that my teammates knew I planned to punt bc I was freaked out from hitting the board the last time I'd done one. I stopped riding after galloping an Andalucian on a beach and spending a week riding Andalucians trained by a disciple of the school at Jerez. I stopped aerial after posting a bunch of kickass videos to Facebook -- and reaching a level where I'd have to start performing to get better. I've stopped mountaineering after bagging a Himalayan peak; I've stopped rock climbing after leading 5.5-5.6; and I've stopped ice climbing after my last two, internationally-accredited guides got hurt setting climbs for me. Not to mention the fact that I can't think of anything I could do that would increase how kickass I sound about ice climbing without dramatically increasing my danger level. Julian has been trying to convince me for months that it is okay to pluck the low-hanging fruit from each of my hobbies and move on, and I'm sort of okay with it now.
I'm really tired of running. I started my taper last week and I had some phenomenal runs in training for this marathon. I'm also horribly disappointed with what I read -- 4 out of the last 5 audiobooks I finished kinda sucked and flipping through what I've bought on Audible and The Teaching Company, I've realized they don't really fit my current research interests. I don't really care about daily life in ancient Egypt or why Confucius and the Buddha appeared at roughly the same time. Whether I finish the Marine Corps Marathon or not, I don't see myself giving it a retry, leaving the Disney marathon the only one on my bucket list. I'd still like to do the Las Vegas half-marathon, and maybe the Philly and Brooklyn ones, if I end up moving to the latter. Originally I thought 2013 would be the year I run more half-marathons, possibly even trying for all 5 of the NYC boro halfs, but then I remembered the Manhattan half is crowded and sucks.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do with myself after I've recovered from the marathon either. I've completed most of the quests on Fitocracy and I've hit intermediate/advanced on all the powerlifts. My motivation for weightlifting was primarily to get better for climbing. After 8 months of being unemployed - and realizing how awful winter sports are for my partners - I'm pretty sure I won't be ice climbing, mountaineering, or skiing this season. Unless it's unseasonably warm, I dunno how I'm going to get fresh air this winter.
Also, it would probably help if I slept at all before heading to Chamonix in the morning.
I'm really tired of running. I started my taper last week and I had some phenomenal runs in training for this marathon. I'm also horribly disappointed with what I read -- 4 out of the last 5 audiobooks I finished kinda sucked and flipping through what I've bought on Audible and The Teaching Company, I've realized they don't really fit my current research interests. I don't really care about daily life in ancient Egypt or why Confucius and the Buddha appeared at roughly the same time. Whether I finish the Marine Corps Marathon or not, I don't see myself giving it a retry, leaving the Disney marathon the only one on my bucket list. I'd still like to do the Las Vegas half-marathon, and maybe the Philly and Brooklyn ones, if I end up moving to the latter. Originally I thought 2013 would be the year I run more half-marathons, possibly even trying for all 5 of the NYC boro halfs, but then I remembered the Manhattan half is crowded and sucks.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do with myself after I've recovered from the marathon either. I've completed most of the quests on Fitocracy and I've hit intermediate/advanced on all the powerlifts. My motivation for weightlifting was primarily to get better for climbing. After 8 months of being unemployed - and realizing how awful winter sports are for my partners - I'm pretty sure I won't be ice climbing, mountaineering, or skiing this season. Unless it's unseasonably warm, I dunno how I'm going to get fresh air this winter.
Also, it would probably help if I slept at all before heading to Chamonix in the morning.