katestine: (yatta2)
In a recent conversation with Julian, I realized that most of my hobbies end with a bang. I stopped diving after completing a gainer in competition, one that my teammates knew I planned to punt bc I was freaked out from hitting the board the last time I'd done one. I stopped riding after galloping an Andalucian on a beach and spending a week riding Andalucians trained by a disciple of the school at Jerez. I stopped aerial after posting a bunch of kickass videos to Facebook -- and reaching a level where I'd have to start performing to get better. I've stopped mountaineering after bagging a Himalayan peak; I've stopped rock climbing after leading 5.5-5.6; and I've stopped ice climbing after my last two, internationally-accredited guides got hurt setting climbs for me. Not to mention the fact that I can't think of anything I could do that would increase how kickass I sound about ice climbing without dramatically increasing my danger level. Julian has been trying to convince me for months that it is okay to pluck the low-hanging fruit from each of my hobbies and move on, and I'm sort of okay with it now.

I'm really tired of running. I started my taper last week and I had some phenomenal runs in training for this marathon. I'm also horribly disappointed with what I read -- 4 out of the last 5 audiobooks I finished kinda sucked and flipping through what I've bought on Audible and The Teaching Company, I've realized they don't really fit my current research interests. I don't really care about daily life in ancient Egypt or why Confucius and the Buddha appeared at roughly the same time. Whether I finish the Marine Corps Marathon or not, I don't see myself giving it a retry, leaving the Disney marathon the only one on my bucket list. I'd still like to do the Las Vegas half-marathon, and maybe the Philly and Brooklyn ones, if I end up moving to the latter. Originally I thought 2013 would be the year I run more half-marathons, possibly even trying for all 5 of the NYC boro halfs, but then I remembered the Manhattan half is crowded and sucks.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do with myself after I've recovered from the marathon either. I've completed most of the quests on Fitocracy and I've hit intermediate/advanced on all the powerlifts. My motivation for weightlifting was primarily to get better for climbing. After 8 months of being unemployed - and realizing how awful winter sports are for my partners - I'm pretty sure I won't be ice climbing, mountaineering, or skiing this season. Unless it's unseasonably warm, I dunno how I'm going to get fresh air this winter.

Also, it would probably help if I slept at all before heading to Chamonix in the morning.
katestine: (red umbrella)
[Poll #1768569]

I was holding off on my next Broadway poll until I went singing with my posse again, but (a) I guess I went singing two weeks ago and (b) I feel like Yahoo!Notepad ate a whole round of poll edits grr and I want bourbon and a nap, not arguing about policy.

Edit: Is it just me, or is Once On This Island basically The Little Mermaid? How did I never notice this before?
katestine: (shoulder)
[Poll #1679261]

Hint: Hezekiah and Josiah were almost options for Q3.
katestine: (ppkate)
A bit over a year ago, I had two "come to Jesus" moments, which was surprising, to say the least. The first was easy to dismiss but the repetition made me wonder if it was all in my head. At the very least, it made me wonder how the higher being would communicate His will to a modern science-minded person. If a burning bush started talking to me, I'd be looking for the hidden cameras and wonder what asinine reality show came up with this stunt. I still haven't come up with an answer.

I guess this must've been on my mind during the 5770 High Holidays. I like the shul where my parents go bc there's more praying in the service, but the endless repetitions of "forgive us for the sins we have committed through thoughtlessness" are, well, endless. It gives a body time to think though so last year, I had a little chat with the Big Guy. I asked Him for something I've been striving for over the past 5 years and promised that if He gave it to me in 5770, I'd make sure my kids got a Jewish education. Don't tell Him, but it wasn't a very good deal: I'd been planning on doing it anyhow, even when I was dating a Catholic. I kept working at this goal, but I also had faith. He came through and while I'm not ready to go into detail, this is me acknowledging that He paid up, that maybe it's coincidence, but I'm inclined to believe prayer works. Of course, this year I asked him to finish strong, bring it home, etc. and immediately felt guilty of jogging His elbow: Joseph got slapped for doing that in prison and I haven't gotten around to finding a tame rabbi to explain what the Talmud's explanation is.

5770 in general brought a lot of change to my emotional life. gratitude )

This year, I couldn't think of anyone I'd particularly wronged who needed a particular apology. However, I'm really hoping that we get judged by our deeds, not our thoughts, bc I had a stray thought about six months ago that was so horrible, I can't ever say it out loud. It's been bothering me a lot bc karmically, I deserve a lot of very bad things for being the sort of person who could think that, it's that bad. During services last weekend, I randomly flipped open the chumash to Vayikra. I still haven't determined whether evil horrible thoughts are a sin or guilt offering, but either way, it seems like a sheep or goat is the penance. And I've always wanted to give money to Heifer Int'l bc it's such a cool idea. So yeah, go vote in today's poll.

Also, for the record, I don't repent of the wanton looks I gave last year and I'm totally planning on giving more them this year. Just sayin'
katestine: (viola)
I may have missed my chance to see Climb the Smallest Mountain (and after reading the creator's comments on lj last week, I'm extra sad about that), but it was STILL musicals week for me. Marie's Crisis twice in one week! And the bestest musical theater moment ever, until the next one.

And that, of course, was the theme of last week's poll: musicals! The six scenarios were from South Pacific, The Wiz, Chess, Phantom of the Opera, Scarlet Pimpernel, and Carousel, respectively. Congrats to [livejournal.com profile] slrose for being the first one to get it and a big raspberry the smart-aleck who gave a silly answer to the final question instead of the answer he knew. There's going to be a lot more musicals polls, although perhaps not quite as many as the last round of Disney polls.
katestine: (climbing)
Fri night, I missed the happy hour my new cubemate organized, so I came home in the mood for a drink. Last time I was looking around in my cellar, I broke the seal on a bottle of Pedro Ximenez I brought back from Spain, so I opened it. wow. It really is raisiny and thick, so when Julian reminded me that people eat it over ice cream, I tried it and it was delicious. It also inspired some creative writing, for which I decided to look something up, which made me realize there must be another box of books somewhere in the apt, bc I couldn't find any books on what is sometimes referred to euphemistically in this household as macrame. In the hobbies closet, I found an entire shelf of pr0n - and a box of books which is now waiting to be sorted. It's a pity it's too late to donate to LPN, bc surely I can get rid of some of those books.

My biggest accomplishment on Sat was sleeping until 10:30. I was mentally ready to tidy, but instead I made some lunch, played on my computer, and went running. whining, in which Kate concludes to just do it )

My father and his bff's third annual birthday extravaganza was ok. For some reason, we did dinner at the Boathouse rather than brunch and the meal just dragged. Ain't family grand? )

Leading lessons with JBeau weren't as much fun as with SR: I think the problem is JBeau seems to be discouraging, rather than enabling. I also found him to be far less systematic in the way he teaches things. Unfortunately, switching instructors (by geographic necessity) also feels like we spent half a day going over stuff I already knew, bc JBeau doesn't seem to get that I'm the anti-hotdog. *sighs* Read more... ) As an instructor though, I'm sticking with him anyhow: he tries hard, he doesn't nickle-and-dime the end of the day, he occasionally has great ideas, and I think a consistent instructor saves time.

Edit: while looking for the links for this post, it dawned on me I should've done the "like having a baby hard" workout this morning behind my house, instead of thinking about going to the gym near work for a Russ workout, which never happens in the morning, which is why I'm weak and doomed to remain foreverso. *whine*

Edit2: Continued here bc italics are allegedly hard to read.
katestine: (red umbrella)
I know I'm unobservant but how did I never go to a piano bar before? Showtunes + alcohol for the biggest win of all time. Why didn't any of YOU suggest it? *peers*

OperaBoss has been talking about Marie's (as she calls it) since I pretty much (re-)met her; I've discussed it with cow orkers; but it took a post from [livejournal.com profile] regyt to actually get me to go. Part of it is, OperaBoss and I pretty much only hang out on weeknights and singing is a late night activity, but I've been singing in the shower and on the street so much for the past two months, yeah.

We had dinner at i tre merli Bistro: the boar ravioli was amazing, as was the grilled octopus. Unfortunately, it really wasn't enough protein. Also, I had two glasses of sangiovese while we were there, so by the time we left, I was already unsober. How unsober? I was misspelling words when I texted. *gasp*

I'm glad lj warned how dive-y Marie's Crisis is, bc it may well be the diveiest bar I've ever been to, and I used to go to Hellfire. But you get to sing showtunes! in a large crowd so no one can hear your caterwauling and I had too much bourbon and no water and did I mention there were showtunes? As I said to my fave music director on email this morning, it's all the best parts of MTG, without actually having to put on a show. I miss all those times we'd hang out in a rehearsal room and Carson or Pete would play. Hell, I've considered flying to LA to see Carse just to recreate the experience. and now, I don't have to.

This was the best night of drinking I've ever had. I love love hanging out with my ninja+first responder friends, but I've never had someone verbally deflect an intruder before. Wow. *schmoop* I also liked that it was ok to kiss all the people in our party, although based on the amorous texts I found this morning, maybe I shouldn't encourage OperaBoss. She's usually so uptight, I'm completely horrified that there were ransom-note miscapitalizations in her propositions. How do you do that on a Blackberry??? Really though, the worst part of the night is that my frames per second capture rate dropped really low, so I just have tidbits of happiness on which to feast. Speaking of which, I should go look for my wallet.
katestine: (wine)
Turns out her choice of glasses was a harbinger of the wine to come: at yesterday's wedding, the wine choices were chardonnay, white zinfandel, and merlot. GAH! I may not have picked out a venue or colors (or a groom), but I know when I get married, at least one of the wines will be viognier. So. There.

The rest of the wedding was quite nice. It was nice to be down for an extra day and meet the groom and family while things were still calm. The bride's (only sibling) brother got married in July, so it was nice to spend more time with the new cousin-in-law, who is AWESOME, and has an awesome mother. They come from Austin and they've already invited our family down for rodeo, reassuring my mum that they'd help her find a great pair of cowboy boots. Hee! And they've taught my Jewish, almost-a-rabbi, lawyer cousin (father of the bride) to say y'all. who could ask for anything more?

Although, strictly speaking, the father could ask for more. I'm personally very shocked that my son-of-the-almost-rabbi, son of the man who called me to ask me what I wanted for my bat mitzvah and the first thing he asked was, "What are you doing answering the phone on shabbos?" (and me too slow to ask why he's committing the double sin of using the phone on shabbos and causing me to use the phone?), broke the seal (for his family) on marrying a non-Jew, which irritated both sets of parents bc she converted. I bet his kids end up more observant than any of my parents grandkids anyway.

Oh, I almost forgot. Bc of parental irritation with my boy cousin for marrying the non-Jewish divorcee, this was my first time at a completely Jewish wedding, i.e. I've never seen a wedding with the seven blessings and a chuppah and broken glass, and it seemed to me that a less baroque backdrop for the chuppah would be better. Just sayin'

Baby bro made a remark about my dress looking like a snow leopard. I accept!

I like the groom very much and he seems to take very good care of my cousin. for that I'll tolerate having to kiss my freaky NJ relatives. And bad Italian. My mum's snark of the day was commenting that next time the cousins are in NY, we have to take them to Otto. *giggles*

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